I don’t like my poems to be about me
but I feel the need to share the levels of expression built up within.
The feelings I have are like a man on a mountaintop over looking valleys and cliffs
Wondering how he got up there
Just like him I want to scream because words are not enough.
If I could scream out so loud that everyone would know the emotions that are beating in my heart
For every beat there is a different emotion
Love, The Incompleteness, Praise and Gratitude, Pride I hold in my work
The absence I feel from what I used to have
The fear the trust but most of all faith
To be nowhere and be nothing
But in a blink of an eye I went somewhere and became something
To be standing on that mountain top just won’t be enough
I hope you realize how difficult it is
To be up on that top so high up in the sky
That I was that one man that cried
My words can’t do justice to what I felt on that top
Not until the next world will I be able to unfold such a gift that was given
To have walked where the most loved have walked to have seen what they have seen to have touched what they have touched
Makes the feelings of unworthiness fall on me like that mountaintop collapsed.